lifeless. speechless. hopeless.

haiiz...
i m T.I.R.E.D of it la...
i had try to accept chee ling...
but...
it still the same...
cux...
everytime...
when she's around...
teo gi wont care me anymore...

lik tht day wednesday...
went to sch early...
b4 she came...
teo gi still chit chat with me...
after she come...
i feel lik i m a stranger tht sit beside them...
or maybe a staranger was much more better than me...
at least qiix talk to the STRANGER
she onli talk to chee ling...
wen nee and kah mun oso feel tht !!

1 more thing...
everytime i passed by A class laa...
why the TEE CHEE LING kip staring at me...
wat's she think.ing or worry.ing?
i onli look in yr class...
see wat euu guys doin onli...
or say hi to nicole? ying? bee yen? or whoever?

haiiz...